How Can I Believe in This?
27 Jan 2013 05:32
I try to
believe on these words, but I just can't. How can I never give up on you when
you're no longer needs me? When you're already far from me? I try again and
again to convince myself that I can go through this entire thing. But now I
realize that I just can't. I'm hoping for miracles to come, but it seems
hopeless. I still want to wait for you even after you're clearly waiting for
someone else. Can you literally see how stupid I am? I’m always slipped in
memories, in our memories actually. Reading all our old text messages makes me
feel happy. Remembering all our conversations makes me feel warm. But then, my
tears rolling down my cheek, because I know it was only a joke for you. How
could you calling me 'sayang' when you're actually doesn’t mean it? Can you
understand how hurt I am? No you can't. Why? Because you never want to see.
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